Yesterday stayed in school for guides camp. Didn't get much sleep though... Am super tired now... Anyways helped to pitch the canvas tent and do stuff here and there.... I don't mean to be mean but once MrsW steps up, she starts being a control freak and now many guides traditions have been broken... Some how i feel rather pissed every time she starts giving her "oh so mighty" speech. Makes me wanna puke and just kill her seriously..
Can't type properly now due to an injured finger, it can't bend much without hurting like crap...
Anyways went home after sort of packing up the stuff...Angel's daddy sent us home. Feeling really tired and sleepy now...
Gonna go sleep soon...
With Love,
HuiShannn
have you ever felt left out or feel like you are of no importance? looking back at the pictures taken during one special night made me feel like i should not have been there and that i have been an extra... felt left out and misplaced... hearing you guys talk sometimes really make me wonder if i should even be near you at all? sometimes i would feel so hurt and left out i feel like crying but i obviously can't do it... i'm sure everyone feels like this sometimes.. but feeling it more than once in a week can really hurt and makes one feels so freaking left out and extra... looking at the pictures and thinking back makes me feel like rewinding time and making sure that i do not participate in such stuff.. i just feel horrible...


